October 2009
THIS FUCKING SONG
It’s so dumb
But...
Meeting cool people is cool.
Particularly males.
Because it reminds you that you’re not the only guy out there that doesn’t suck.
In fact, there’s other cool ones, too. Sometimes close to as cool as you.
So you can joke with them about things you typically can’t with other people, do fun things with them, be bros.
It’s pretty great.
I definitely appreciate really good guy friends.
But they...
September 2009
That was the most unsatisfying serving of rice...
I wonder why?
My stomach feels so strange.
Could it be because of my strange sudden adrenaline rush earlier today?
Or maybe I was just in too much of a hot pocket mood to finish filling my stomach with anything else.
Hm.
Just so you know
tiresome:
publicpervert:ohwackbea:fuckprincecharming:
Tell us about you:
Name: Adrian
Age: 18
Birthday: June 2nd
Current location: San Antonio, TX
Favorite colors: Red, white, black, blue
Love life: is doing okay
Movies: Zombie flicks, Romance, Horror
Music: There is very little I can’t find a way to like.
Guilty Pleasures: Dolls, cute things, loud aggression, being an...
“You being stressed out is your fault because you overthink and worry unnecessarily.”
“Me being stressed out is your fault because you won’t comfort me.”
Oh.
Gee.
Pantry raid
I realized just now, as I investigated a package of instant curry that Sensei gave me long ago
That it expired three days after I moved in.
This marks the last of all the food she gave me, none of which I managed to think to eat before they expired.
;___;
I hate myself so much
REC CENTER WOOOO
Today I went to the rec center
I did cardio for like 45 minutes, burning 400 calories.
Then I lifted weights for like. I dunno 15 minutes.
My body hurts.
I bet it’ll feel fucking awesome tomorrow.
But, I’m proud of myself.
Now if I can do my History study guide and my two Math quizzes, today will have been an ideal day.
A comforting fact
Something will be somewhere in a month’s time
Today I thought to myself
“I’m probably close to being done with Final Fantasy XII. If I finish it, I can bring the game and the strategy guide home, thus freeing up space in my bookcase.”
So I put the game in my PS3, intending to play for a short time rediscovering my position in the storyline and adjusting to my old play-styles and habits.
Little did I know that I would end up completely unable to...
Pokemon Wifi Plaza
So this evening marks my first experience in the Pokemon Wifi Plaza.
A friend of mine had called, having procured a DS with which to play his pokemon game for the first time in a long time, and wanted to battle.
After the battle, we played some of the Plaza games from the wifi connection room, and then I decided I should go check the actual Pokemon Wifi Plaza out.
So I headed over, fully...
I'm sorry, computer.
I’m starting to think we might just need to take a break.
Tired tired tired
What to do.
My poor comforter.
It’s gotten so dirty.
Friends are so cool n_n
TEE HEE
Today was such a blast.
Smiles, small indian boy from my English class, came over to bake cookies and play Brawl and Pokemon.
We ended up including Doug, too, and just having an incredibly awesome time.
The cookies were pretty good, except for the ones I burnt, and I get to make even more with Forrest on Monday or Wednesday.
I’m having so much fun n_n
What an awful mess.
But the question is whether or not it’s the kind I can even clean up
Or, rather, if I have sufficient drive to do so.
I have to admit
I miss conviction more than anything.
I'm not gaming NEARLY enough lately.
I direly need to do something about this.
While I’m at it, other things I need to dedicate my time to:
Not getting too rusty at Taekwon-Do
Learning a new martial art and kicking ass with it; Aikido or Judo perhaps
Participate in the Chinese club
Scout the anime club
Practice the ukulele regularly with Chesca
Teach myself how to play the bass
Exercise regularly, MWF and weekends...
Good Night, Sleep Tight, Young Lovers
Saw the Eureka 7 movie again today.
It was better this time, somehow. xD
They changed the title, though, from “Pocketful of Rainbows” to “Good Night, Sleep Tight, Young Lovers.”
I liked it better before, but whatever.
It was also dubbed. And I’m not good with dubs. I realized today that I just can’t help myself from constantly critiquing the scripting and...
God damn.
I sure could use a drink.
Speaking of Gunslinger Girl
Watching it has convinced me to rethink my career path slightly, being somewhat inspired by the actions of the characters throughout the story.
Each of the handlers has their own deep, intriguing background and reason for joining the Social Welfare Agency. One of them, a former MP who lost his parents and sister to a terrorist attack. Another, a man whose fiancee perished in the same attack,...
I feel so bad for the TWHS Japanese Club
I left it in the hands of such shitty people.
But, I guess it’s okay.
It’s not my problem anymore.
Gunslinger Girl -Il Teatrino-
Today, I marathoned the last like four or so episodes of the second season of Gunslinger Girl.
As much as I hate how far apart the continuations to the series are, I can’t help but love how my passion for it is brilliantly reignited each time I come back to it.
Il Teatrino is essentially an anime adaptation of, uh… manga volumes 4-6? Something like that. Which is the part that the...
Beavers
Today, I finished watching Gunslinger Girl. More thoughts on that later. I was doing it at the same time as Tori, though. So I decided to let her know when I finished it. While lingering on her page to type this notification to her, however, I noticed the links to her livejournal. This reminded me of how, long ago, back when things were drawing to a close, she had written some sort of post to me....
Today, I sent my mother an email.
It went like this:
“Dear Mommy,
I love you.
Just thought I’d let you know.”
I feel so cute.
Opportunity Costs
Are just such a terrible thing.
I’m reminded of this every day.
At the moment, though, it has two particular applications on my mind.
One, in the case of availability to women.
But, two,
if I didn’t have every game system known to man,
that money might have potentially gone to other nice things.
Like.
I bet I’d have an iPhone right now.
Saber Lily
Has got to be the most beautiful woman to ever be conceived
Today I learned something useful
Playing music on my ukulele feels like a prolonged orgasm.
And I owe the sensation to that random asian girl that I had a hard time bringing myself to greet at orientation.
Chesca, the one whose show I went to see on Friday.
Today, after class, we met up in the HSS building courtyard and she taught me a few chords and strumming techniques.
But additionally, if I wasn’t impressed enough...
Caring for Your Introvert →
This is so awesomely spot-on
And I think to myself
What a wonderful world
It's alright
Nothing else ever had, nor likely ever will suck as much in comparison
Which in the end is something I’m essentially still grateful for
Fascinating
Tonight, I went to downtown San Antonio for the first time, I think.
There’s a girl in my Japanese class named Chesca that I met at orientation. She’s very musically talented, as I found out tonight, and had a gig at a place known as “the G.I.G.” in the downtown-ish area.
I used itouch map functions to navigate my way to it, thinking I might be late, but arriving just in...
WHAT THE FUUUCK
WHAT I WAS SUPPOSED TO DO:
Take a history quiz due at midnight
Finish a math assignment and quiz
Do a chapter of my Chinese workbook
Go to bed at a decent time to wake up for class
WHAT I DID:
TAKE A NAP
HAVE SEX
GOOF OFF WITH GIRLS IN MY JAPANESE CLASS
COME HOME AT 12:30
WAY TO FUCKING GO ADRIAN
AWESOME
Anti-Pregnancy Adventures
blogna:
eidobear:
Are without a doubt the most thrilling kind
Really make you feel alive, don’t they?
Seriously.
Sometimes I wish they were with you though
Anti-Pregnancy Adventures
Are without a doubt the most thrilling kind
opiumcookies:
eidobear:
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eidobear:
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eidobear:
Sometimes I wonder if I’m one of those weird people that pursues unhappiness
I’m quite the emotional sado-masochist
My philosophy behind this is that if I’m happy, I’m not asking questions. and life without questions is meaningless.
So if you’re happy, life is meaningless? D:
yes.
XD nah, I just think that...
NOTHING GETS ME MORE PUMPED THAN MEGAMAN BATTLE...
opiumcookies:
eidobear:
opiumcookies:
eidobear:
Sometimes I wonder if I’m one of those weird people that pursues unhappiness
I’m quite the emotional sado-masochist
My philosophy behind this is that if I’m happy, I’m not asking questions. and life without questions is meaningless.
So if you’re happy, life is meaningless? D:
yes.
XD nah, I just think that you can be happy, but you...
opiumcookies:
eidobear:
Sometimes I wonder if I’m one of those weird people that pursues unhappiness
I’m quite the emotional sado-masochist
My philosophy behind this is that if I’m happy, I’m not asking questions. and life without questions is meaningless.
So if you’re happy, life is meaningless? D:
These twilit rural and suburban landscapes
fill me with the most inexplicably bizarre sense of unease and displeasure as I drive through them.
I hate them.
But I think I might just belong in a city. Oh well. At least the weather’s nice.
Sometimes I wonder if I’m one of those weird people that pursues unhappiness
I’m quite the emotional sado-masochist
Come on, Adrian
Finish the essay
Just a little bit more
You have to keep fighting
In Another Life - The Veronicas
Not that...
Sometimes I wonder
if I ever even got anything back
to just give away again
“So is that girl your girlfriend?”
“No, not really. She just kind of comes over to my apartment to make me food and have sex with me.”
Thank you, campus promotional events.
Were it not for you, I would have been suffering from a lack of condoms.
KEIKAKU DOORI
Awwww man.
So here’s how it played out.
Woke up. Fapped. Ate a real breakfast. Went to FUCKING SIX FLAGS Rode like three awesome rides Had a kickass time doing all kinds of shit Came home Had awesome sex Went out to dinner at La Madeleine Came home and cuddled for like two hours Finished Mirror’s Edge
Best day ever.
